What I think and feel towards writing in English?

Learning English has been a while. I learned about this language since i started schooling. But still, i could not master this language. Learning and writing in english is quite difficult for me because I can only see less times that I can apply what i learned, by this time. I am not forced to speak english unless in the englsh class. The only thing that i can see that i am forced to use english is thru writing. Its so unusual to write using my first language. And as times goes by, the globe is getting smaller and smaller. Here comes the internet world, in order to communicate with other people other than your friends, english is a need. In order to be understood by other people and to understand other people, i should know how to use the proper english. By this time, im motivating myself to apply english whenever it is possible especially in writing to enhance myself.